Hey Everyone,

Tl;dr: I went off of my pill (loloestrin) and I think it crashed my mental and physical health. I’m desperate for answers. I’m terrified and exhausted by what’s happening in my mind.

Ok so

I am 29 and had been on the pill since I was 15 years old until 2 months ago. My Dr wanted stop the pill for a month-ish just to get my baseline levels (the hormone levels my body has naturally). So it is the first time I’m off the pill in 14 years.

Y’all, I feel like I’m going absolutely crazy and I’m freaking out.

My thoughts have been so fast and even a little blurry, I can’t make decisions, I have severe, fast, hard mood swings, and my body feels so uncomfortable. My therapist told me since the Dr had said only one month was fine that I needed to start it back immediately which I have.

Has anyone had something like this happen? Tests revealed I have two cysts on one of my ovaries (I’m referring to them as cysters which was my attempt at making light), and I’m still waiting on analytics.

But seriously can someone tell me if you’ve experienced anything like this?!? I’m freaked tf out for real it’s so uncomfortable.