I’m a 22 year old mother of 3, 2 here and 1 on the way. I can’t do this anymore, I’m starting to regret having children. I have no support from there father, my boyfriend now is the father of my baby on the way and me and his relationship is Rocky. I have a toxic mother that hates me and is jealous of me ( FOR WHAT I DO NOT KNOW). My kids do not respect me, do not listen to me, cry all day, fight all day, act up all day and I just can’t do this. I can’t handle this anymore and I’m starting to wish I decided not to have my kids. I love them yes but I’m starting not to like being around them. I cry all day long, I have so many headaches a day from yelling and screaming. I know my unborn hears and feels everything and I’m just over it. Everyone judges me instead of trying to help me. My mother talks so much shit about me to all her friends and that just makes me feel worse. I’m really to the point I want to give my kids up for adoption and after I know that they are in a safe space I’m thinking about just ending my life after. I’m not happy, I haven’t been happy In years, I’m severely depressed, I suffer from PTSD ( not diagnosed but I do indeed believe I have it) I’m a single mother, I’m traumatized, been abused and my mental and emotional state is not good at all. I’m at my breaking point and all people around me do is point fingers, talk shit, judge and be mean when all I really need is so help and support. I’m at my breaking point.