Husband goes out almost every weekend

My husband goes out probably about 3 times a month. Hell go out with friends like twice a week and his coworkers like once a month. I am jealous. Not because he is going out, I’m happy he still has a social life, but because I want to go out so bad.

Before we had kids, my friends and I were pretty wild. We used to have a blast, just drinking and dancing and having so much fun. I miss those days so much. I still talk to my friends all the time, but it’s not the same at all since we are all mothers now. We do make plans, but then last minute, one of us doesn’t have a baby sitter, one of us has a sick kid, so it turns into a whole “let’s reschedule” thing and it never happens. We do plenty of play dates but I miss kid free nights.

I don’t want anyone to think I don’t love being a mom, I definitely do, I just miss my old life sometimes

I don’t really know what the point of this post is, idk, I’m just kind of sad right now