Baby Gender Feelings

So, I'm just about 11 weeks, and obviously, I want to know the gender. But, have you wanted one gender, and got the other and felt disappointed? You'll still love the baby, but there's that small part of you that just kinda deflates? I've had a really hard time conceiving for the past 8 years and I've always wanted a girl, like a deep in the bones kind of thing. Don't get me wrong, a healthy baby is the best outcome I can wish for, it's all I can wish for. But, yea, there's just this small anxiety pit that's been knawing at me...