Help.

My husband is an army veteran with ptsd.

He self medicates with mushrooms and Marijuana.

He has done a few big trips on mushrooms.

He hadn't done them in about a month and started acting very strange. It began by him going into loops about the same 3 subjects for DAYS over and over all day long he talked about the same thing. He got extremely upset, TWICE, over me having to use the restroom. Once because he opened the door to the bathroom while I was in the toilet and I was looking at my phone, He yelled at me, saying I had time to be on my phone, but I didn't have time to listen to him. The second time, a different day I tried to go to the restroom again and he wouldn't let me because he said I was running away from my feelings and I didn't want to talk about real stuff so he followed me and wouldn't let me close the door to the bathroom. It lead to him yelling at me in the hallway and I tried to leave and take our boys (1,3 and 5 years old) and he continued to yell at me to "back up" and saying I was being a threat to him.

I had my very first panic attack that night.

Then, he started randomly crying, laughing, or yelling hysterically.

That lasted about a week.

I didn't know how to explain it to the children.

Another day were getting ready to go for a drive for a change of scenery and the kids were playing outside with the next door neighbors while we got ready to leave. my husband was outside also and my neighbor and her kids witnessed him crying hysterically and saluting the flag and laying on the driveway concrete floor crying hysterically.

My neighbor was so concerned for us. Her mom is a nurse, so she brought him anxiety medication, which happens to be what he usually would take, but this time, it made him start sweating, and he thought he was going to die. By this point, we were already in the car driving, and I had to call 911 and pull over right away. The police and EMS came and didn't do anything. He refused to get an evaluation, and the social worker that we had to wait about na hour for just asked him a few questions that he refused to answer and she said ok its not mandatory and she left.

So much more has happened, but now, my husband is insistent on running for president.

We had been having a very hard time communicating. The police have come about 8 times in the past month or so. EMS about 3 times.

He keeps telling me that he feels better.

I feel confused.

I want to back up my husband on whatever he wants to do. But I am extremely concerned. He has been getting therapy once a week now. He just started last week. He refuses to take prescription medication. He was addicted to opioids and quit in 2018.

Edit to add:

He has been making comments about me being immature. I need to grow up and be a woman. Not an immature child. I'm 30 years old and a stay home mom and wife. All I do is care for the children, him and myself all day.

I literally don't have any time to myself, which makes this situation hard for me to understand or get perspective from other people

All of our family is concerned for us. But the police don't seem to care, so I am extremely confused.

He keeps seeing signs everywhere. He's convinced he is being called on by God to become president. He's making comparisons to Jesus.

Again. He believes he is doing better. Am I wrong for not accepting that and actually being concerned?