Venttttt

So I really love this guy idk I want to not to love him but when I’m with him my world is turned and the best feelings of my life come out . But he’s always floppy going back and forth with what he wants. My family hates him and now For that reason cause he left me ghosted me after we where together for a year. Is been 4 years and I feel like she’s changed. Now we r 26 and we want to potentially try again but I’m afraid my family will disapprove , think I’m stupid, and I’m afraid he’ll do the same thing again. It sucks to love someone have them destroy you and give them another chance. Especially when my family hates him ughh