Not BFs Type 😖💔

So I 22f was chatting with my bf 23m of almost 3 yrs tonight and talking about things we have in common and eventually we got around to “what’s your type” sort of question and he blatantly told me I’m not his type and our relationship wouldn’t have happened if we hadn’t been hanging out. He said his type is girls lighter/thinner than him. Mind you this man is one of the thinnest people I know and is about 125 lbs at nearly 6ft tall and I am 5’3 and 160lbs. I didn’t ask him if he found me attractive but I asked about attractive qualities and he said that he likes that I’m “kind and sweet” and that he loves me for me. But the reason i asked him is because he never seems interested in my body and I was feeling a bit insecure.

As you might expect my insecurities skyrocketed and it’s triggered some old ED habits. I really don’t know where to go from here but I literally never want another person to see my body and had only just started getting more confident. I know I’m no 10 but I’d like to think at least my partner finds me attractive.

TLDR: I am fat and my bfs type is super super skinny and I am completely crushed.