Lately I have been feeling very depressed and just can’t bring myself to do anything. The funny thing is I have all of these goals and ambitions for myself but I just don’t try to achieve them. I cry myself to sleep every night even though I have an amazing girlfriend who I love the heck out of. But we’ve only been dating for a like week or two. This is my first gay relationship and what makes me scared about it is that she is my friend and that if we break up we might never talk to each-other ever again. A lot of my friends are starting to hate me and it makes me sad because she used to be the best person ever but now she’s not.