Miscarriage

Quanie • 🌻❣️

After ttc for about a year, we got a positive test then later learned, after waking up to blood, it was an ectopic pregnancy. I’ve been so sad and I feel so alone, my boyfriend was just deployed to Germany, and I miss him so much on top of this. I have my family, but I don’t think they truly understand. I feel like a piece of me has died and that my body doesn’t work right because why couldn’t the egg just go to my uterus instead. I try to have the outlook that everything happens for a reason but I can’t find the reason behind this, I feel like I’m never going to get over this and I’m going to be stuck in this grief rollercoaster for a while

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Ce

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I’m so sorry I totally understand hours you feel we had a mc a year ago and I’ve finally stopped crying when it’s discussed, do whatever you need to do to heal and feel whole again.

Qu

Quanie • Mar 21, 2022
Thank you 🙏🏾 it’s been a roller coaster and it’s only been a week, but I’m working hard to not let it consume me, thank you again 💓

Is

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I'm so sorry for your loss. A miscarriage is hard. I've suffered 2. My first one was my hardest as I had been trying for over 2 years and it was my first pregnancy. It is hard at first, but with time it does get easier. This was almost 5 years ago since my first miscarriage and when I think about it it still hurts but I don't think about it as much. I was blessed with a son 2 years after my 1st miscarriage. He will be turning 3 in 6 months. Don't loss hope, one day you'll get your rainbow baby. Sending you lots of hugs!

Qu

Quanie • Mar 15, 2022
Thank you 🙏🏾