I’m pregnant, I was told I couldn’t have kids but if I did it would be really hard/ pretty much impossible.

Me and my ex (together 3 years) tried and unfortunately it just didn’t work.

We split and continued to sleep with each other (yes I know, I’m stupid)

Well it turns out I’m pregnant, he has kids to a previous relationship (only has something to do with 1. Not by his choice the baby mama won’t let him have anything to do and had her other kid calling her boyfriend dad)

Well my ex doesn’t want anything to do with this one (which I understand because his not in the right space and he didn’t want anymore kids once we broke up)

He is happy for me to do whatever I like and supports my decision either way.

After thinking and crying about it for what felt like months I’ve decided to keep it.

The thing is if I’m having a hard day or if I’m watching TikTok and I see these great parents I think to myself if I’ve made the right decision or not. I don’t know if I’ll be a great mum or what to even do with a child.

I’m nervous and I want my child to have a great life but I don’t know if I can give them that.

It might be the extra hormones but I’ve been struggling a lot lately with the decision and I’m just questioning myself all the time.