Bummed I couldn’t get my kid into preschool for this fall

All of the preschools in my small town have really bad ratings and are already completely full. There’s a couple good ones but they’re private and cost more than we can afford. I was really ready to send my 4 year old to preschool this fall and get a break. I have taken care of him 24/7 since birth with maybe three or four breaks away from him just for a few hours. I’m just really bummed. He’s eligible for this virtual preschool the state set up during Covid. It’s apparently really good. I registered him for that but I’m like damn, another whole year of no break. 😕

**I have zero friends and family near me, so please don’t suggest that**