Rant ..venting

So I need to vent.. found out I was preggers few days ago was gonna wait to tell hubby on xmas (glad I didnt) but doc called n said my hcg is concerning low (4 weeks) so I decided to tell him cause I'm stressed n scared. Now this was our 1st try with clomid so we were trying.. now he's making me kinda feel like shit she's not being mean but hes all distant and now he's saying he's gotta get a second job he doesn't know what we're gonna do n just stressing . Saying he's gotta figure out how to keep food on the table roof over our heads help his mom cause she's not working yada yada. I told him now I feel like shit and he said I shouldn't I just worry about the baby n he will worry about how we will survive .. like what the hell can't we try and enjoy some happy moment damn