5w4d today

I’m just hoping this little bean stays a sticky one. My 2 previous pregnancies ended in a MC, the first at 14 weeks and the second at 5 weeks. So I’m kinda celebrating for making it past 5 weeks. Honestly, I feel like I’m holding my breath until after the 15 week mark. I really don’t think I could handle another loss. Every time I have a mild cramp I try not to freak out, I just have major PTSD being pregnant. I’m just ready for my little rainbow to be here. 🌈🌈