I wish to be a surrogate, not sure how without making others upset

Mintare

I liked labor and delivery. I found it empowering. And I want to do it again!

However, I do not necessarily enjoy being a mom, thus I do not want another child.

I fantasize of being a surrogate, but my husband is not supportive of that. I guess it would make him feel weird that I carrying someone else child? But I really want it and I am not sure how to change his mind.