Is anyone else struggling with pregnancy weight gain self image?

I am having a hard time accepting my body. I know I am meant to gain weight in pregnancy but I didn’t realize I would have such a reaction to getting on the doctor scale at my appointment yesterday. I do realize that I’m growing a baby but I haven’t seen that number since I struggled with my weight and now it’s all I’m thinking about even though I wish I wasn’t. Am I the only one who feels this way?