I feel stupid for trusting my husband

My husband & I have been going to counseling bc he has a lying issue. He will lie about selling drugs. Its not weed. I wouldn’t be on him if it were weed. & It’s literally ridiculous cause it’s not like we need the money. 🤯

Wellllll on Easter he went to his car for a while, and I suspected that he was being fishy/hiding something. Turns out, he was snorting a line of coke 😂 smh. I keep bringing these lies up to our therapist, she said that he is working on himself, he has trauma from his childhood, etc whatever. Tonight, I was watching a video on his phone with him, and a text from his friend pops up “hey can I grab a 💎”. I already knew what that meant, and instantly flew into a fit of rage. I’m over it. I’m DONE dealing with all of this. He literally just told me on Easter that I was crazy, and the last time he has been around it was when I caught him the last time (a month ago).

I’m just writing to look back in a year and laugh at how long I stayed with a habitual fucking liar 🤣🤣🤣 I’m absolutely not staying, and just needed to vent this somewhere