So lost..

I’m a momma of a almost 3 year old and 9month old I work my husband works while I work my kids are with me all day my husband works 12hr 5xs a week and I work 4 days a week I’m exhausted and so so lost I don’t know who I am anymore between going back and forth crying for babies which I love more than anything in this world I just feel alone all the time I hardly ever get to see my husband I feel like I’m doing everything on my own and I just want help I’m losing my mind I just want someone to take care of me just once I don’t know what I’m doing I’m so exhausted and burned out.