i have been trying to convince with my husband since September 2021 with no luck, i’ve tried everything and just nothing. today, my best friend told me she’s pregnant. it came as a shocker just because i never knew she was trying since shes single ( she told me she was trying when telling me she’s pregnant, i just didn’t know! ) and i truly am happy for her, but im also upset. i feel so guilty about being upset, but my heart just hurts. why not me? i love her so much and i am so happy that shes happy and shes getting a baby!! its so exciting but my heart is honestly just hurting so bad and i fee so guilty about it bc no matter how much im happy for her, i have that heavy feeling in my heart that i just want it to be me. after she told me, i congratulated her of course and expressed how happy i was for her but later just cried into my husbands arms, so devastated and hurt i haven’t been able to get pregnant. i literally feel so selfish and guilty even about being the slightest bit upset.