Discouraged 🫤

I’ll be 37 this year and I’m happy about it but a little discouraged at the same time. I have a lot to be happy for, married 8 years (in August), good job and I live surrounded my mountains ⛰💞🥰But I’m sad at least once a month! I’ve been doing everything I know to do as far as taking care of my body and preparing it to carry my child to full term but yet again I’m met with a period 2 weeks late and a negative pregnancy test….I’m to the point where I tell myself and other people that “It is what it is or maybe I’m just not meant to be a mom” even though it’s literally been a dream of mine since I was a little girl! I don’t really know how to feel about it anymore, I just know that I feel sad 😢