Baby #3

I’m having mixed emotions about having another baby. I have a 3 year old and a 2 year old and currently have an iud. My husband and I always wanted 3 but I’m not mentally ready for another. I can’t imagine myself pregnant right now. I’m being selfish and wanting more time in my own body. Idk if that makes sense to anyone else. I’ve been liking the idea of just having my two. I’m 29 and being done having babies does sound pretty sweet. But when I look at my 2 year old and picture him being my last baby I cry. I loved being pregnant and I adore babies. So I’m not sure what to do. My husband does mention having another quite often but I have worked up the idea of him getting a vasectomy if we are in fact done. Has anyone else felt this way? And if you did what decision did you make ?