Advice

I need to spill it to somebody since I have no one to talk to about what just happened. To start off I am 34 weeks pregnant!

BACKSTORY: we were together for about 1 year and a half, he entertained another female co worker, I found out and split for about two months and decided to give it another try an things have been great ever since..

So I went out to eat with my mom for her birthday and I was our for about 3 hours. My bf didn't want to go because he said he had to fix the truck (which is true) so when I called him before I got home he was talking pretty wierd, and I just felt something off.

When I got home, he was in the shower and I hopped on our laptop which is linked with his phone account.

Well when I opened chrome there are suggestions on the bottom part of the apps you recently opened and one of them was for the app store and it said he had searched for the "calculator app" I confronted him about it, and he said he didn't download he was just searching for it because he used to have it and couldn't find it which makes no sense because why would he be looking for it again. Well I guess he thought he had convinced me and changed the topic to tell me I was bipolar and crazy for even going and looking for stuff, and then continued to tell me he doesn't really care about my feelings because his priority is our baby girl and not me, and that he just wants her to be born and then kf we work out great if we don't then it's ok.

How am I supposed to feel. I literally feel like this whole time he has just been with me because I got pregnant and not really because he wants to be with me. I love our baby girl and can't wait to meet her but I really didn't think those were his thoughts, and at this point I just feel like what's the point of staying.. he says I cant make choices on if I leave or stay until she's born, which just made me realize he really doesn't care about ME.