Nervous 🥺🥺🥺💔

I have super irregular periods so I really am unable to keep track of my cycles and ovulation. Yesterday I had light pink spotting with some discharge, I thought it was my period on it’s way. Today I woke up and there’s nothing! Not even a dot when I wipe. I don’t feel any of my usual PMS symptoms. I ordered pregnancy tests this afternoon and I’m literally so nervous 😩 I want a baby so bad soooo soo bad. I tested last week and got a BFN so I’m hoping yesterday was implantation 🤞🏼 please say a little prayer 😿♥️