am i in the wrong?

Me and my boyfriend see eachother about like 3 to 4 times a week and everytime we see eachother he wants to have sex. If it’s not that then he’s either eating me out or fingering me. I like it but sometimes I just want to chill with him and maybe cuddle but it’s all the damn time he wants to have sex. It’s like a when he asks if we can fuck I just give in because I don’t want him to keep asking or i don’t want him to get upset.

Last night we got to his house and he mouthed to me from across the kitchen “fuck?” and I replied with “Is that all you want me here for?” Later on we rolled a blunt and went outside to smoke and usually when i’m high or drunk I get really lovey dovey and affectionate with him, and he gets really tired and overthinkssss about everything. Well he started overthinking about what I said and I just explained to him that fucking is not all i wanna do all the damn time with him. You can just see a worried face painted on him and he mentions how he looks horrible asking and how a bad boyfriend he is for that. It just seems like he’s using me for sex but i know he loves me. He stayed quiet for the rest of the night until i was about to go home he told me that he was overthinking that i told him that because i was cheating on him and wasn’t attracted to him anymore. I should have just stayed quiet in the first place 😐 Maybe we were too high idk