How much is too much

Addie

I'm 14 and when I was 12 I started watching porn like alot and since then I've had a really high sex drive I'm constantly thinking about it if I like a guy I'm imaging doing it with him I feel like a horrible person I think about it daily I don't watch porn much anymore I mostly read it I found out from reddit I have alot of really dangerous/dark kinks am I a bad person?