Anyone else doing this with just your partner and maybe a few friends? Today I found out the gender of my baby and I can’t stop crying because I just feel so alone. This is my third baby and I’ve never experienced a baby shower or any type of celebration for any of my pregnancies which has never bothered me until now. I have a very strained relationship with my mom and we currently aren’t on speaking terms. My brothers I don’t really talk to either. To add to it I only have two really good friends and that’s about it.

My fiancé also has really bad relationships with his parents and siblings and none of them are talking right now.

I don’t care for a big celebration or party but just having family and friends around that are excited and love you would be nice.

I’m being hormonal lol but it’s been really hard for me these last few weeks and I couldn’t even be excited to find out what we were having. I feel bad but I’m just so depressed about everything.