Teen parenting

Is it bad that I want to be a teen mom I’m 15 and I’ve always wanted to be a young mom and I’m waiting until I’m 16 to lose my virginity it just feels natural when I’m watching over kids it feels like I’m supposed to be a teen mom but the only thing I’m scared about is how my parents will take it my dad would kill the dude and plus I’m scared they would kick me out please I need some advice.