Impatiently waiting!

I'm only 11+2 but I want to meet my baby already... I want to be at that 40 week mark. I want to hold my baby :( I want to make sure my little angel is healthy and safe. :( I have another 29 weeks to go and I feel it's gonna drive me crazy. This is my rainbow baby I lost my first at 20 weeks, I didn't even get to feel her kick. Now I just want time to hurry up. Is anyone else in my shoes?