Returning to work

I return to work tomorrow 😭 I have two sons, 5 years old and 6.5 weeks old. I returned to work at the same time frame with my oldest and I felt ready, no anxiety and real sadness. This time I'm having all sorts of sadness and anxiety, verge of tears when I think about it or get asked if I'm ready. These last 6.5 weeks went WAY too fast!

I don't need any true advice, I'll get through this new normal as we figure out the routine. I wish we lived in a world that it was easier for more time at home with our littles. I know a lot of you parents are going to be going through the same thing and feelings. Stay strong!