News I guess

I found out my abuser is engaged. I am not sad, I don’t miss him or want to be with him at all.

I am just shocked because he always told me if I had a baby with someone else who wasn’t him he would never be with me because I was a whore and this girl has a kid with someone else.

I am kinda terrified that he is hurting her and her kid. I pray to god he isn’t abusing her and her kid. I want more than anything in this world that he only abused me and let this girl and her kid be safe.

I hope he is finally happy enough with someone that he isn’t abusing her. I don’t know her, I haven’t talked to him in a few years which is good. But others who know me and him told me that he is engaged. I really wish they wouldn’t tell me about his life. I asked them not to, I also asked them to not tell him about my life. And if they are still telling me about him that makes me worried they are telling him about me too. I really hope not.

God I hope he isn’t hurting her and her child.