Very vulnerable post

Depression has hit me full swing.. I feel so alone, so ugly...

I've gained weight since having my baby(now 1.5)

My hair is thin. Always had been but postpartum hair loss has made it worse..

I just feel so gross and ugly.

My husband is no help. He basically mocks me or tells me I'm overthinking when I try to talk to him about how I feel. I feel like my weight is an issue for him.

I have no friends to talk to about this.

I sit here or lay in bed at night crying and hating myself..

Truthfully, my child is the only thing keeping me going right now.