Unfortunately my second attempt to having a baby shower got canceled so now I won’t have a baby shower ever ! This definitely sucks even more when I have to set up and decorate others showers like my little sister or my brothers girlfriends baby showers it gets to me and this time I got excited to finally have one and the person throwing it told us we would have to cancel it and now I won’t have one also my brothers girlfriends baby shower is coming up so I’m sure that’ll be hard to not wish I had one while attending I’m happy for them I’m just upset at the reminder that I’ll never have one 🥺😢😭 and I had the invites sent and made and everything was soooo excited I cried when I was told we were going to have one then boom 💥 of course something had to happen for things to not go well for me as always 😩😭