Feeling confused

2 months ago I had a chemical. I’m general my cycle is like clock work. 9dpo I start spotting 11 days my period starts.

With the chemical I started spotting 9dpo for two days period didn’t arrive I didn’t think anything of it at 13days I realized wait maybe it was implantation bleeding took a test and there was a faint line. Obviously ended up losing that one.

2 months later I’m at 9dpo today.

No spotting yet this morning so I decide to take a test. BFN I’m cramping though as if my period should start. But nothing so far. Is there still hope? Could it be implantation cramps rather even though I generally start spotting today?

My anxiety is through the roof to be honest. 😭