Abortion pill

So I was almost 8 weeks pregnant and didn’t know it until 3 days ago. I wasn’t all in favor of abortion but my boyfriend was. We live in his parents house and go to college. He’s also gone all the time for work in LA. So I did understand and kind of agree that we aren’t ready yet. Yesterday we went to planned parenthood for the ultrasound and abortion pill. Of course I’ve been crying since then and he hasn’t been supportive. He said he was since he took me there and bought me dinner. He just won’t try to understand where I’m coming from. He wouldn’t touch me. He was saying rude things about the baby and blaming me for getting pregnant. When a few weeks ago he was saying “I’m going to put a baby in you” and was a little sad that the test was negative.

He only wants to touch me when he’s horny and says I shouldn’t cry. But I feel like I’m over here guilty and he’s relieved that we “got it over with”… when tomorrow he’s at work and I will be taking the 2nd pill by myself cramping & bleeding all day. I just feel alone.