Terrified of abortion pills

Today is my day to take the misoprostol pills. I have 8 to take. 2 on each side of my cheek and then 4 hours later I take the next set of 4. Idk why im so scared. Im worried about the pain, the bleeding. Im 9 weeks along which is why I had to take two sets. How was your abortion if you had one around 9 weeks?