😭😭😭 November please hurry and get here

Why is it almost 1am and I can't sleep? My left nipple is itchy 😩 my feet are hot and my legs are cold. I have heartburn. I am thirsty. I've gone pee like 10 times because I keep drinking water. I swear I felt my heart stop twice already. Aahhhhh and if my baby's dad who is trying to be understanding and has started therapy ( I posted about our terrible relationship and how he was becoming abusive, well he started therapy after I left him and has made big changes)if he tells me to just be positive and everything will be ok one more time when we aren't even living together anymore and I feel so alone I'm going to lose my mind. Thanks for listening to my Tedtalk 🤪