Trying to be Healthier

6 years ago, I went on the pill and gained 30 pounds. I would try to get the extra off but it seemed like nothing worked. I got pregnant with my daughter and lost the baby weight from that. Now, 4 months after having my son I’m up another 20 pounds. I breastfeed so I know I can’t lose a ton of weight at once but I feel so stuck. I’ll start a diet for a week or so and then lose it because of stress. After the kids go to bed I feel like I’ve got to eat. I feel like I use food to cope and I can’t stop. I have no motivation to workout either.