😅Post partum pussy⚠️TMI ⚠️

I’m having such bad regrets rn…. I have been feeling pretty much 100% fine down there lately, I’m 2 weeks post partum & only bleeding not even filling a panty liner every6-8 hours. But I’ve been extremely horny & the doctor said I should be clear by 4 weeks. Because I’ve been feeling just fine (like wiping normal & all) I only had 2 tiny stitches (going up instead of down) I decided to see if they healed/ evaporated so I used a mirror

100% REGRET THAT! They’re healed…. But my vagina is HUGE!! I could see inside without touching anything it’s like so swollen

I wasn’t scared of having sex I was questioning why everyone else was so scared but now after looking I’m like terrified

“WHY THE HELL IS IT THAT DAMN BIG?!”

I have traumatized myself…. I never looked after having my first baby (I had also just barely started dating my husband then we didn’t have sex until 3 months pp)

Just thought I would come on & share my trauma with y’all if you have any fun trauma stories similar please share😅