Hating affection!

Hubby says he loves my body. I don’t. Not right now at least. I’m very insecure at the moment. I haven’t always been but the last year has been tough. I don’t even like looking in the mirror. I have a 3 year old and although I was a bigger girl before I got pregnant, she mad my body more soft feeling. My hubby loves touching me and my flabby stomach and my rolls and I hate it. I always tell him to stop. It hurts his feelings but I’m not comfortable with it anymore. Anybody other women out there feeling like that? Do I just let him caress me? Even tho I’m self conscious? I do appreciate the gestures and love and affection he shows but I just feel gross:(