Rainbow babies ... TTC after Infant loss

Starlette β€’ Blessed with two beautiful miracles, Ava and Vera, who are now my angel babies. Rainbow love born Feb. 16, 2017 🌈 β€οΈπŸ’›πŸ’œπŸ’™
My sweet baby girl passed away 4 months ago when she was only 4.5 months old. My heart is shattered, she was our miracle baby, our one and only. With this grief journey, I have had to face the question of when my husband and I are planning to try again.Β 
​Any angel mommies out there in the same position as me, mourning their angel and searching for that rainbow? Would love to hear from you