I hate to come on here and be this crybaby.

My husband and I wanted a big family. Our oldest daughter is from my previous relationship, I had her when I was 15. My husband and I have 2 beautiful boys together and our last baby on the way.

I feel HIDEOUS.

When I got with my now husband I was 180 pounds, I’d never had a gut in my life..I’m now 230. I hate how I look. I look huge next to him. I want to cry. And I’m only going to get bigger now that I’m pregnant and I have no idea how to lose weight. My husband tells me that he loves me the way I am but I don’t. I just don’t know what to do. Sorry, I have no girlfriends to talk to so I decided to come on here.

I’m dreading my first drs appt because I’m sure they’re gonna bring up my obesity and then I’m gonna break down in front of my OB and my husband. 😔

Thank you for listening…