Sexuslky frustrated

I love having sex with my husband ,but sometimes he gets me really angry and passed off ,if I don't push to have sex he wouldn't, am also the one to start it or ask for it ,than when we do get into it he seem distant his dick feels half dead,or he puts it in the wrong hole ,or he hurts my clit ,or squeeze my nipples to hard all those things turn me off immediately, I feel like he doesn't nobwhat I like ,or even knows my body to try an turn me on ,for the past couple weeks he's the only one coming ,am always left on done and it frustrates me ,sometimes I feel like I could just have sex with someone esle to get satisfied, and we're also trying to get pregnant, can't get pregnant cause he's never in th mood when am ovulating or he just turns me off ,when can I be satisfied, I just wanna cry my eyes out cause am hurt by it ,I think he probably doesn't love me no more .