I can't believe it

Beck 👨‍👩‍👧‍👧🌈👶🏻🖤🖤🌈🤰🏻

So I have experienced 5 miscarriages in 3 years last month I had a miscarriage as well at 5 weeks I am now pregnant did a line progression and finally today got my digital positive result! I'm so happy, nervous, terrified how do you keep your night of loosing another one?