TIRED FEELING LIKE A FAILURE

I truly am tired and depressed ! I’m struggling financially my car is down , I have no help and literally stuck inside all day ‼️ me struggling is causing me to be fed up with my baby girl and me not providing her with the attention she needs she’s 5w 5days ( 1mth ) I feel like I’m failing her not knowing how to keep her entertained me being depressed and not talking as much engaging with her besides feeding , comfort and diaper changes ‼️ I just want to give up literally take her to my mom and run away until I can find me again ‼️ I just ready to be back on my own feet providing for myself without worrying I’m tired I am I’m really tired !! I’m falling apart