Struggling, ftm

I just had my baby a few days ago and I get SO sad thinking about her growing up, me not being around for her whole life (I know it’s dramatic but I can’t help it). I just love her so much and hate the thought of her not bring my baby anymore and growing up. I am excited to watch her grow but I want this to last forever.

I get so hysterical and I’m buddy wondering if anyone else has gone through any sadness like this and how did you get past it? TIA