My story

After 5 years of trying my husband and I were finally able to do ivf and we concieved the first time around. My husband and I were so happy and felt so blessed that finally we were getting the baby we have wanted for so long. Unfortunately at 18weeks we lost her and were both devistated. I have spiraled with guilt and grief since then that I started seeing a therapist. The two sessions I have had so far have been helpful. Im trying to grow and be a better person and mom for when god blesses us again. I just hope and pray that not only is it soon but that the baby is healthy regardless of its sex. I wanted to share my story with you all in case anyone else out there is experiencing something similar or has in the past. I want you to know you are not alone. Its the hardest thing my husband and I ever went through, but thankfully were getting through it together. Please dont be ashamed if you need help. please seek it and become the best version of yourself you can be. Mental health is a serious problem and doesnt get enough attention it deserves. If anyone chooses to comment please know this is a judgment free zone!