I love you but this whole month I’ve been wanting to break off this engagement. How can I love you when you basically didn’t plan nor buy me shit for my birthday. Like not even a fucking card? Flowers? A single balloon? Nothing.

Instead of making it up the next few weeks by being nicer or helping out more, you’ve been nothing but selfish. Focusing on your things and completing neglecting me and our time to plan the wedding. Like wtf. Make me feel special! Stop with all the sarcastic comments and back talk. Stop with the random mood swings and yelling. And most importantly just love me..,. I’m exhausted, I don’t wanna argue with you. I don’t wanna sleep separately or go nights with talking. I don’t wanna keep staying up late thinking about if I’m making a huge mistake…I wanna rest