Nervous nelly

I could use some positive vibes. DH and I have been TTC for quite some time now. We had been worried about his sperm count because of some medical issues. But he got tested and is just fine. But now it’s my turn and I’m terrified. I go in for the first of who knows how many labs on Wednesday. And the anxiety is killing me. As a teen they terrify you with how easy it is to get pregnant, I always thought we’d just conceive with no issues. But this has been the hardest thing we’ve ever done. And I’m losing my faith that it’ll ever be our turn. Like maybe we just weren’t meant for it. 😔