Yesterday I herd baby’s heartbeat. Today we had our gender ultrasound and went to the appointment to learn baby had no heartbeat. Immediately she sent us to the hospital to have an ultrasound and it was confirmed that baby had passed. Currently waiting to be induced to have my baby naturally. Yesterday I made a post worried that I would be disappointed if I had another boy and that feels so selfish now. Baby is a girl and we don’t get to bring her home. Can’t afford cremation so I’m not sure what we are going to do. My heart is torn and I wonder if I could’ve done something different. Did I take too much Tylenol the other day? I quit vaping a week ago and felt proud I quit for baby. What did I do wrong. I wasn’t supposed to meet baby so soon.