Hi everyone. I wanted to share my story because I feel extremely alone due to nobody close to me ever having had an abortion. I had an abortion in January of 2021 and I honestly thought it’d get easier but it hasn’t. I wanted the baby so badly but my entire family disowned me and we were extremely close. I gave into peer pressure and did what THEY wanted. My partner was supportive but once he knew what my family wanted (an abortion), he wanted the same. We’re still together and I know he doesn’t hurt the way I do because in hindsight it was best. We weren’t employed and I was in college (now graduated and working on my masters). My sister is pregnant now and seeing everyone support her because she’s married and I wasn’t, hurts. I guess I just wanted to rant and see if anyone also feels like they can’t heal. I also get INSANELY jealous when I see pregnant people and announcements. Does this happen to anyone else?! I get mad at myself for being so mad for others happy moments but I feel like I can’t control it.