Unexpected second pregnancy - unsure what to do

Hi ladies,

So I have a 10 month old baby and I’ve found out I am 7 weeks pregnant. I’m very overwhelmed and stressed. I had a horrific pregnancy (I mean serious conditions and very unwell) on top of that I am lucky to be alive after a massive haemorrhage at birth where I lost half my blood within minutes. I’m still suffering a lot of PTSD.

I also suffered with antenatal and severe post natal depression.

Point is I need advice, I don’t know what to do, I feel like i can’t keep this baby but also don’t feel like I could abort. I do want a second baby, but right now I’m so scared and don’t think I am anywhere near the right head space for another child right now.

Help :(